disjointed

(writ­ten 01.21.2010)

whis­pered thoughts;
an affair between two lovers,
who have yet to meet.
tall fan spreads cold wind,
the pur­pose torn between choos­ing
a flick­er­ing can­dle or prick­led skin.
the music is dis­jointed…
ran­dom pieces fit together,
though noth­ing like a puzzle.

i fuck­ing hate puzzles

those eyes won’t go away
burned into my mind.
i don’t know who you are,
and i hate the hold you have over me.
or do i hate him?
the euphemism is elu­sive
like my sense of self.
i am lost though i deny it.

no.


Star Trek Online – First Impressions

Star Trek Online…amazing game, if it was still 2003. MMOs.  I’ve tried many, though it’s fairly safe to say that my real­iza­tion of the hor­ri­ble time sink they too often are has changed me over the years to where I don’t play them much if at all.  Unfor­tu­nately, the (what I now see as lazy design and a cop-out)


Online Dating

I don’t really make any big secret out of the fact that I’m on a pair of online dat­ing websites…while I pre­fer OkCupid.com the most, plentyoffish.com has a larger user base so I main­tain pro­files on both of the sites.  I have been for ten (almost eleven) months now off and on. Peo­ple go to these sites for such a wide vari­ety